Let’s just start this with me saying my mind is EVERYWHERE!! So I’ll apologize in advance but I have to get this out. I’m so lost right now mentally I am literally just waiting for better days. Life has sure been kicking my ass super hard these last few weeks I just don’t know what to do. All I keep thinking is its going to get easier, and then the next issue arises. I’m not supposed to show my emotions I guess and I’ve been doing really good but now here comes the anger again. I literally can lay in my bed for hours now and just stare at the ceiling praying and thinking about life. As we all will agree, I’ve totally messed mine up. Its not all me, but I’m taking the full responsibility of everything. I’ve very overwhelmed. I haven’t seen my kids in 9 years or…
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