1/6/18 – I Must Be Depressed

Surviving Divorce From A Borderline

I can’t seem to leave my condo anymore. I sit around and watch tv, and work out (mostly walking). I feel like the world has left me behind and I no longer fit into anymore.

I dream of suicide or death. One day hopefully I won’t wake up anymore. I hate this failed life. I know that I’m the only one that can change it, but the same time I’m having a hard time with things. I no longer have the energy to move forward in life. I can’t get motivated to do things. Nothing seems to be working out anymore.

I sit and wonder why Heidi gets rich. Why Joy has a new boyfriend, and that married loser has friends and I don’t. He is a hypocrite and nothing like a Christian and I suffer. At what point will My Father take me from this life or help me…

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About madisonelizabethbaylis

Father of Kevin, Jenvey and Maddie. Being alienated from Maddie due to the fact that after her mother divorced me and remarried she cut me out of my daughter´s life. I then rekindled my relationship with the mother of my boys and since then Melissa is hell bend on allienating and abusing Maddie
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