I can’t seem to leave my condo anymore. I sit around and watch tv, and work out (mostly walking). I feel like the world has left me behind and I no longer fit into anymore.
I dream of suicide or death. One day hopefully I won’t wake up anymore. I hate this failed life. I know that I’m the only one that can change it, but the same time I’m having a hard time with things. I no longer have the energy to move forward in life. I can’t get motivated to do things. Nothing seems to be working out anymore.
I sit and wonder why Heidi gets rich. Why Joy has a new boyfriend, and that married loser has friends and I don’t. He is a hypocrite and nothing like a Christian and I suffer. At what point will My Father take me from this life or help me…
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