Damned if I do; Damned if I don’t 

Grace seeks sanctuary


The best two simple phrases to sum up my life are:

1. They cut off my wings then crucified me because I couldn’t fly

and

2. Damned if I do; damned if I don’t.

The last little spoken verbal and emotional assault from Lexi was when she called to goad me into “TELLING HER WHAT I WANTED TO SAY RIGHT NOW AND STOP PLAYING MY CRAZY GAMES!!”

Because that’s such a hospitable environment for the disclosure of my life’s struggles and well kept “secrets”…. For the heart to heart I’ve been literally begging her for since this began 5 years ago. Silly me, when my beloved child gets told a mountain of lies about me, I actually wanted her to know ALL the truths. I suppose partly because no one likes knowing someone they love so much believes outright lies plus because I had always stupidly imagined that one day…

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About madisonelizabethbaylis

Father of Kevin, Jenvey and Maddie. Being alienated from Maddie due to the fact that after her mother divorced me and remarried she cut me out of my daughter´s life. I then rekindled my relationship with the mother of my boys and since then Melissa is hell bend on allienating and abusing Maddie
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One Response to Damned if I do; Damned if I don’t 

  1. Thank you for adding my name to my poem since the poem was written for my kids. Please feel free to share any other poems via my HubPages Site which is connected to my new WordPress Site, as it is now a correct link.

    Tamara Yancosky Moore

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