Dear Madison (poohkey) if you are reading this, then the news of me passing away has been shared with those that need to know. I started this letter when I was diagnosed back in 2011. I instructed lawyers to deal with everything for me, for Incase I did not recover. I was not putting Maryna through anymore abuse from your mom or my family.
I will start at the beginning, before I start, the day you want all the proof of what my letter state, you can reach out to this page or my lawyer. They will gladly give it to you.
Your mom left me after she cheated on me when you were young. Just like she cheated on Alison’s dad with your Uncle Jason, and a lot of other guys including me.
While living in Decatur I was good enough to raise you when she wanted to party. The minute she moved without my consent or that of the court to Pekin, she stopped me from seeing you. Only when she needed a babysitter.
Your mom got married to Dave,. Then stopped me from seeing, claiming all lies starting with child support and other fees.
Yet I paid everything that I needed to pay.
I went back to court, and after I decided I were going to move on with my life andy career, I became the bad person again.
I left the USA in 2009, and no I don’t regret it. My biggest hurt was not seeing you, and your mom never honored the court orders and nor did Dave. Never answered my calls nor messages. I continue to fight until my cancer diagnosis.
Maddie letter 2
I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin’s lymphoma in 2011. I was very ill and did not think I were going to survive. So I stop fighting your mom and her lies. I handed over money, she never declare it, so what was the point. I had to heal for my own self and for those who love me.
Your photo was on the wall with the boys photos. You were never far from my mind.
I was tired of my family’s games and your mom’s games. Tired of hearing that your mom throw away gifts that I send you. Tired that not one of them were putting your needs first.
Tired of online abuse aimed at Maryna, when she was not involved with a page for you, she was not involved in anything I posted or said. She was working 3 jobs to keep my medical bills paid, she never had phone contact with my family, or your mom.
Yet everyone blamed her for everything, for my decisions to say and do what I want to say and do. For my actions, for my thoughts.
Yet all she did was support me to fight for you, for my right to be in your life.
My lawyers will keep your page going and share photos of the years we were separated. I love you poohkey, when I lost my eyesight in 2015, all I was worried about is not seeing your face, not seeing your achievements, not seeing my baby grow into a beautiful woman.
Linda and grandma send me photos of you, they let me talk to you when you were visiting. But your mom hated it.
Every gift including the computer uncle Terry gave you, your mom took away and damaged. She did not want you to have anything from my family.